tjones138

My rant for today How I really feel I will take your scraps go where you want to go I will clean up your mess I will eat your leftovers to be continued...

2007 August 10, 2007 A Letter from Me I lived so you shouldn’t be guilty I was lonely so you wouldn’t be burdened I was quiet so you couldn’t worry I was responsible so you didn’t have to be I needed a mother, but you were guilty I looked for another, but you were angry I was taken care of, so you didn’t worry I loved myself, so you wouldn’t need to Why were you angry for needing something that everyone should have? You didn’t love me the way you loved him I love Him and I don’t need you Sometimes praying is not enough I want love, a mother and a father I miss my dad spending tim

August 9, 2007 10:47 pm In My Darkest Hour In my darkest hour of need I feel myself out of my body Wanting to go somewhere else A place where I feel no pain The kind of pain nobody could withstand Do you know where I go? I go where no one should go A place of darkness There is no life, no nature, no air It is peaceful and I am all alone Pretty much where I am most of the time Except I have to flourish with these beings Beings call humans They are cries and selfish The families do not care about one another Family means burden and emptiness They feel no pain Why should I feel the pain? I feel this empty dark place without